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i've come to terms with she who's me
we've learnt alot together
i realize the ones i love
are not necessarily of my feather

to let go is to give up
but to let go is move on
forget all this, forget all them
only with God will i have won

i hate them i love them
my support and a pain
annoyance and distraction
and what is it i gained?

this feeling of dislike
from where does it come??
i don't know what's going on
my emotions getting numb

waste the money
waste the time
using my sleep
to write this stupid rhyme

not even trying
don't even care
sleepy as a sloth
fragmented prayer

meant to update
supposed to be 'nice'
started to write
and didn't think twice

will it offend
will it appall
doesn't really matter
my back's to the wall

lifeless eyes
stoic face
when faced with this world
don't know my place

sunrise, let it
sunset, welcome
yesterday's me is past
so who will i become

photos, who cares
love, what's that
money, hah, lovely
society is chat

silence is punishment
but no, it is bliss
coz it speaks in a hug
and tales in a kiss

turn your face if you wish
leave if you must
don't give me a chance
for me to gain your trust

it hurt at first
it kills real slow
till it gets to the point
feelings are unknown

go to work
get up for school
look at your books
follow the rules

lie to her face
decieve one another
don't give up an opportunity
to strangle and smother

persist till they hate
ignore till they give in
detour confrontation
avoidance isn't a sin

live in your friction
grow further apart
test your toxic chemicals
in the chambers of her heart.