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[Friday, December 9]
thawt-flood while writing tony & karin.
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it's so stupid how all these different names in one religion alone are called 'christian'. that's just stupid. there's one God and one Bible. how hard is it that it was necessary for all these different kinds?????? human interpretation. that's why. so basically man is shaping christianity, not God. which is messed up. which is why when ppl ask me "what are you?" i feel like laughing in disbelief at them. what a.... .... i dunno even know how to describe it.... it's just a shallow... stupid... makes-no-difference-unless-you-want-to-argue-about-something question. it's like when ppl ask me my name and i say "sarah angela" and they ask, which do you prefer we call you by? and i reply "well, that's my name, and i answer to any combination of it". then there's a brief moment, they look at me like i'm crazy and then with a fake smile they say....
"well, which do you prefer?"
once again i feel like laughing in disbelief at the pettiness of the question. and the fact that they think i didn't understand the first time. ma, i just TOOOLD you ya 3ayni, that i don't mind. ASLAN, it's My NAME. i don't PREFER anything. it's my NAME.
i think that's one way to find your friends. they actually give you a nickname without asking you. that's definately a characteristic of friends. you come up with it together, or they play around with your name, or it's something you do....
uh, this is blog material so i'm going to put it on there ok? =D
"well, which do you prefer?"
once again i feel like laughing in disbelief at the pettiness of the question. and the fact that they think i didn't understand the first time. ma, i just TOOOLD you ya 3ayni, that i don't mind. ASLAN, it's My NAME. i don't PREFER anything. it's my NAME.
i think that's one way to find your friends. they actually give you a nickname without asking you. that's definately a characteristic of friends. you come up with it together, or they play around with your name, or it's something you do....
uh, this is blog material so i'm going to put it on there ok? =D
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just to clarify to those i scared. i'm not against religion, as you well know. i just think the variants of it are a waste of time. rather in just christianity alone. it really frustrates me. i've been all over, to many churches, some i enjoyed others i didn't. but that's completely irrelevent to what church Is. it's not about you or the way you do things. you shouldn't even be looking at whats around you. and guys, here in america, church is a business. which is sad. which is why i haven't found one i'm comfortable in. which makes me weaker. but i'd rather do my own studying of the bible. and community with the friends i know love God with all their heart is all the support i need.
i sound like a rebel hm. yeah..... i'm crazy. watch out.
i think an accouting exam saturday morning has something to do with it.
and the fact that i'm sleeeeeeeepyyyyyy.
and that it's cold.
brr.
i miss y'all church punks.
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I must agree with you... It sux, but people seem to spend alot of time thinking of the tiny insignificant details, and being shallow, and judging by appearances... Strangly, I was asked recently to what church I belonged... a stupid Q really... I was like "ok... Um I try to stick with the core values and not dwell on the insignificant details..."
Inno.... call me a church punk ;)...
Inno.... call me a church punk ;)...
You have many valid points. But so do other millions of people about religion. AND THEY CONFLICT. But I agree with you (and know you already knew all of my points.
ado agrees with me. (source: above coolio.)
ado is always right. (source: his site.)
therefore,
i am right. (a necessary conclusion by logical deduction)
ah the joys of philosophy.
ado is always right. (source: his site.)
therefore,
i am right. (a necessary conclusion by logical deduction)
ah the joys of philosophy.
...would you believe me if i said that i've reached a point where i can barely read past 4 sentences?
I seriously can't. The amount of effort and concentration it takes me is too much to bother with.
I read the beginning of this post and deduced the "point"...i think...
I'm in favor of whatever i read....i can vaguely remember...
....hm....what was i saying?....
I seriously can't. The amount of effort and concentration it takes me is too much to bother with.
I read the beginning of this post and deduced the "point"...i think...
I'm in favor of whatever i read....i can vaguely remember...
....hm....what was i saying?....
whoa.
so i guess i can just begin the four sentences and then stop, huh.
so i guess i can just begin the four sentences and then stop, huh.
